わたし

あたしわききです。
だいじおぶじゃない。
あたしわあたしのじんせいがすきじゃない。
あたしのじんせいわとてもにぶいです。

あたしわとてもかなしいです。
さびしいです。ぜったいうれしいじゃない。

October 2011

Semester 6...
5 subs...
still in INTI..
same hostel room...
different roommate...

having myself changed.
into a different person.
who doesnt wanna be a nerd anymore.
but to enjoy life as much as i can.
as in go for outings to have fun and not to be stucked in the room. always.
doesnt care about the results for tests. even CGPA.

reasons. だいじおぶじゃない。
I'm done with all those crazy, insane study styles.
I'm exhausted of studying.
I'm sick of my over-stressed days. and the dull, boring, and meaningless life.

I quit-ed. no more aiming for high marks o CGPA.
just ensure that i pass the subs.
finish all these insane subs. this course.

and i will never ever study science subject ANYMORE. not even master o watsoever.


Getting myself changed,
KIKI.

semester 4 in BBTEI

ok..
one word to describe my life now..

--> insane.

i feel very tired of studying sometimes...
study science is a very tough case , even if u like it or not.. ==****
it makes my life no more.. T.T
sometimes i feel lk i wanna finish my degree faster so tat i could come out n work..
no more study after degree T.T..

from a quiet girl, and now becoming a super crazy college student..
from a normal happy-go-lucky life, and now having a super duper busy life...

and kiki is becoming more physco than ever~~~ @@
super emotionally unstable...
life becomes dull...
having a big-loss-appetite problem...
mind degrading..loss of control..health problem..brain sickness..
hair fall + white hairsssss...
and lastly, study biotech till need to see counseling for myself to maintaining my
still-sane mind...

and i wonder what i will be after my degree =.='''''


seriously, science subjects are just for insane people..
and i might become one of them soon...=.=''''


so..this just brief post describing how my life is as a science student...


*saving myself*