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love my life now..*although i hate it sometimes*

'coming soon' semester

WTH~

i thought i got only 4 sub to focus on for the 2nd sem..
T.T haihzz

fine le..wat to do..sien..
hope that i can cope better than last sem..=.=***

but im quite happy cox i only need to pay RM1400 for total fee due to 30% scholarship and PTPTN!
BUT BUT~~~

NOW..I CANT EVEN PRESS ONE OF MY HP BUTTONS!!!!DAMN SHITT!!!!
AND..I CANT GET BACK MY ID YETTT!!!DAMN..!!! T.T

one word to describe. no luck. haihz.


Gambatte kudasai~
kiki desu~

~all about 1st semester of degree~

first thing was....
meeting the lecturers in class...

chemistry : Mr. Yeap
-is a kinda gay lecturer where his act abit niangniang chiang..well he is okay...
but if u messed up with him, U DIE!

molecular and cell biology : Miss See
-oh god this lecturer..she is extremely damnly strict and serious in the class when i meet her..teaching us at the speed of light..and her voice can actually scare ur soul..==****...but after knowing her, she is quite friendly and good..and her lecture makes me understand more about BIO!! XD

maths : Mr. Nathan
-well, whenever u could smell a sweet perfume passing by, thats showed he is some where around you.. he is the most outgoing lecturer i every met..but before he start the class, he SURELY look at the glass of the door for reflection to comb his hair~!
==''''and u can actually see 4/5 bottles of BOSS in his office..........*the best part is he gave tips for all tests, wuhoo!!*

biotech : Miss Nisha
-she is quite okay but i dun reli like her attitude..and biotech words is just too difficult for me!!! @@!!!!!!

eng : Miss Florence
- we called her as a kindergarten teacher due to her lecture..=='''
grammar..tenses...read out essay one by one..OH GOSH! its kinda boring in her class and i felt sleepy all the time.....


eng maths and biotech is still an okay subject...but for chem and mcb..I DIE!!!
first first chem and mcb still okay..but in the middle of the sem.. this two sub can jst kill off my soul one shot!!

for mcb, its just too muchhhhh factttsssss to REMEMBER AND MEMORISEEEEE!!!!!!!
for chem, damn. sometimes i felt like calculation in chem is worst than in maths..==**can jst die off..

WORST NIGHTMAREs FOR BOTH SUB!!!!!!!!!

i cant believe that i actually finished with this two subs..*wuhoo*
finally i can rest my soul and mind as my soul ady WORKED OVER its LIMIT~
fuhhh~

now thinking of my two weeks holiday....
going to enjoy kaokao before next sem startss!!

enjoying,
ah ki

i have a really bad feeling.. T.T

WORRY.

...hand swollen due to molecular cell and biology test...

cny = b.o.r.i.n.g

one week holiday...
spending times and days with family..
stuck in the middle of 'going out or not' condition..
having cny mood-less..


aishiteru,
Kiki desu~

life sucks.

Frens abandon u..?
din ask u to go out together...?
ignore ur existence...?
act differently in front of u..?
talk about u behind ur back..?
can't have the same topic of conversation with them ..?
feel like u are jst the grass on the EARTH...?


WHAT THE HELL IS GOING HERE...
IT SUCKS...
WORST...
DAMN......


i have once wonder...
i noe YOU are trying to test me with some difficulties in my life...
but..i have tried..
jst that i cant get into their world...*so-called their world*

OR
did i made a mistake at the beginning when we meet each other...?
why...?why you guys have to be like this to me..?
i'm not monster...==''
my lifestyle weird?
or myself is weird?


okay...no comment...
I HAVE BEEN SO TIRED TO BE IN THIS SITUATION...
IS LIKE FOR ONE YEAR AND MORE..
AND I WONDER WHEN THIS SUCKS WILL END...