wat a tiring day... =.=

Toshiko Yamanaka/Ninna Hori

Ryo/Worm

Kazuko Terauchi

Yuzan

Kirari Higashiyama/Kirarin


its totally a sad story..*shocking too at the end*
is REEAAALLLYYY a REAL WORLD...

Tohiko, Yuzan, Terauchi, Kirarin are high school frens... Worm(Ryo) was a high school guy who stayed next door to Toshiko's hse..

i felt tat a part of kirarin's life story is the same as my life story..!
and the front part of the story was bout all the girls life story..
including Worm's frustrated life.. =.= =.=

i can actually pictured the scene of the story/crime..
figuring wat was going on among the girls and the guy..
besides,i could imagine im in the story..
changing the story into a movie *in de mind*..

but the ending was really really damn shock!
i was shock too..like toshi-chan..
although the ending of the story was kinda hanging,but i like the whole story..

dramatic..
deaths..
crime-tic..
craziness..
lil pervert-ness..
friendship..
curiosity..
threatening..
total depression..
lost in another 'world'..
shock-ness..
out of mind..


at the end..

Kirarin was dead in a terrible accident..
Worm was seriously injured but not dead yet..huh..
Terauchi commited suicide!
Yuzan was shocked when she heard both of her frens were dead..
Toshi was speechless cox of a total shock in her..!

'Tears welled up in my eyes, and my name written by Terauchi on the envelope
-Miss Toshiko Yamanaka- was blurry.'

dis was the ending.. T.T..t.t..T.T...
haih..y de cute kirarin die???but the stupid Worm still alive?!!?!!
and Terauchi was not suppose to commit suicide jst bcox of too many miserable problems around her..!!! =.=*****...

im totally sad bout dis..dduuuhhhhh...!!!!!

k..done for dis story..!*asking pao to read*


*during the painting time*




these two stuff are the free gifts when my dad bought sum tins of paint..!
kawaii ne~~~....





dis,ppl..!!!!
my 'artwork'..kekez..!!
i painted myself..*but half of it my mum did*
it is like a new wan lolz...*peace!*




guess wat my mum doing there..
my mum is soooooooo addicted to painting till she still wants to paint the gate although its already ten sumthing at night..!!*the gate had oredi paint actually*
totally lolz...
yo,mum..stop it lar..wan tidurr liao lar... =.=*

--today is better than yesterday--

tit tit....
tit tit..
tit tit...

i woke up at 6 sumthing...
den after packing up,i was ready to go for undang exam..!wow..
wit the 'lilian too' too..kakaXDXD..

i was like so nervous and wondered whether i can pass dis exam or not..
duuhhh...lilian too was like asking me so many question bout the undang and my head swirled..*confuse*..peningnyer....=.=

when we reached wit another three girls,i was like wat de.....the place we were going to take exam was just a small 'shop' and there were so mannyyy ppl there...

so wat to do..?
we just havta wait and wait and wait..............
i was like standing there,do ntg...but tat lilian too found a seat..!!!!
damn it..but luckily,after a few minutes, the seat beside her was emptied..

so yeah...i got to sit and hear sum japanese songs from her mp3!
we waited for like so many hourssss......=.= =.=...
sum ppl there samore sit on the floor..wow...

while waiting,i saw carmen's ex..O.o...
it was CCL...in my mind,i was like wow..so kebetulan.. >.<


Hee Suk Chee!!!
ha?o?me?i was day-dreaming when my name was called...!

YEAH...
fiinnnaallllllyyyyyy...................
and at last!
i could go into the computer room and started the exam..later i saw lilian too came in..my heart was like pumping so fast and i kept checking and checking the ans..
*scared of failing the exam*...

when i clicked 'ya' after the 50 question,i was like.....

*pls dun fail..pls dun fail...pls dun fail...*


woops!42/50?
no no no..tats the markah lulus..
hmm...oh here it is..48/50!!!!

la..la..la.. *singing*...=.=
so damn happy tat time..!!
i was supposed to tell my dad bout the gud news but...i din bring my phone!shit..

den i havta wait for the lilian too and she was like so dammnnn long in there..
heard tat the computer got problem...i guess..

she smiled when she came out..*knew she passed*..
hahaha..
when the aunty [the instructor] heard tat we all passed,she felt grateful...


wakakaka...but the most happy is me cox im the one who kip worrying bout this stupid exam..!

=.= =.=

the coming saturday,me and lilian too again will go hear the 6 jam course.. *i duno wats the name for the course*

and after tat,i will start learn driving...!YAHOOO!!!!

during the boring moment...

i hav found sum new stuff bout fashion..
cox i hav ntg to do except to search for anything new..

if im not wrong..
these are the clothes tat are going to be in-dated..
the latest fashion i mean..





and these r sum dress i saw in internet..nicenice...




dis is unique..










lots more but i lazy to upload..
mayb sum of the clothes u guys mayb dun like but i like so i put here..hehe..
next time mayb will put hairstyle wan..mayb..kakaka...

going to be sick...

opening the door...

into the computer room...

facing the laptop...

opening it...

signing into msn..

facebuk...

blogspot...

youtube or crunchyroll...

starting the 'watching japanese anime' journey..

for the whole day...

without stopping..

sumtimes read manga..

of course is tsubasa chronicles..hehe..

listening to japanese songs..

and dis process repeats for the next day and next day...


the holiday is way too boring...
it makes me becum a lazier person..
huh...
but NOW!
i havta go and paint the gate and wall for de coming chinese new year..!!!
so i havta go and will write more next time..
kaka..

kio tsukete..ja ne~~

ichigo mashimaro..!!!

recently watching it..
gonna use my holiday time to watch dis..
kawaii ne~~ XDXD

=.=...

its was a day when i havta help my dad to paint the hse..=.=..
but its kinda fun cox i hav ntg to do..haha..

next tuesday,me and my classmates will go to mdv and watch movie..hahaha..cant wait lolz..

and wed..gonna go hear undang...haih..i may be dead-boring there..=.=...

wat a memorable day...

feeling tired but still alert..

it was yesterday..

everyone looked gorgeous and pretty..
sum of them are just like superstar and even actress..
wow..

i was oso kinda surprise when i saw myself in tat 'package'...
not kiki anymore..=.= =.=...

i met tp when we walking to the hall..
i kinda surprised when i saw her cox she doesnt look like the normal innocent tien pao..hahaha..

when me and tien pao reach the hall..we walk in..
after a few minutes,i saw ng..
she looked at me as if we dont know each other..swt.....

ng-suk chee..???
me-yea..
ng-omg..i cant recognize u...
me-swt..

we laughed and swt..hahaha...
from my point of view,she totally looked elegant..!!nice...

after sumtimes lepaking at the counter..me and tp went into the hall..den we met wenyin..the surprise was she brought a prom date..!!she din even told us bout tat..her prom date was her tuition fren..good job wenyin..!haha..

den later..wendy and peng came..
wendy say tat wenyin's date is good-looking(telling me in whisper)..haha...

the host for the prom day was charlene and naim..they can be called as the best host in convent too.. XDXD...

about duno wat time,we ate..
but when charis heard the hot songs,she quickly call us and ran to the 'dance floor'..
too excited,charis..hahaha..den everybody dance in group and we kip dancing and dancing..

we having lots of fun during the prom..kip taking pics wit everyone cox EVERYONE looked so pretty and not like the normal us..! charis,wendy,me,tien pao,ng,peng and glynn were dancing like mad ppl -nonstop-...sum of us took out their high-heeled shoes..to prevent from leg-breaking..hahaha..

and so...the prom king and the prom queen was being announced..
kong chee zhen as the prom king..-wendy's intuition was rite-haha..but i tink sumone said tat he's porn king..wahahahahaha...and suet huey is the prom queen!!!!!omg..she told us tat she was totally shocked and it was unbelievable..she danced wit tat kong and its so sweet lolzz..

we danced for like hours and hours..wendy called me to see how charis danced..wat i could say its just WOW..!!!SHE DANCED SO 'AGGRESSIVELY'..wendy was praying tat she can dance wit a guy..-like charissa and the malay fellar-..hahaha..and tat wendy oso jealous tat ah peng can dance wit tat kong and lester..swtswt...

these are sum pics we took during the prom..



me,wendy and charissa...



wenyin,me,wendy and charissa...



wendy and me..!!!



pose,everyone..!



glynn,charissa,wendy,me and tien pao! [i wonder y half of my hair disappear in dis pic!!]



at 12 am..
its time to say goodbye to everyone..
me,tien pao and peng chit-chat for a while..
we talked sumthing bout college stuff..
after tat,me and tp went to her bro's car and went bek home..
its was a tiring day but full with eternal memories...=D =D


dis was just the summary of the whole prom 2008 thingi..hehe..
will write more next time..tata..

today....

dis is the place where i spend all my time in front of the comp...
the holidays are damn damn damn boring..!!!!
on9 oso dunno wat to do..
surf net oso duno wat to surf...
=.= =.= =.=


bored bored bored....

>.<

dis is my prom dress..i bought it accidently..
it was b4 spm..bought from one shop named....ermm..i cant remember the name..
it costs like 200 sumthing but my mum say its nice so we just buy it..=.= =.=..[i upload it here cox carmen say wants to see]haha...and sure anyone who saw dis pic will wonder-y the wall like kena conteng-...the ans is my crazy bro's artwork...




dis pulak is the shoe for prom lor...
it has discount 50% n im happy tat i buy it cox its branded!!and only costs 64..hahaha...
my mum call me to buy black so tat i can wear it wit other clothes too...=.=...






dis is the shawl tat i brought when we three go shopping..
looked like indians meh..???
totally swt....


when me,tp and wendy were going bek..
we saw dis bank wit japanese words..!!!!!damn swt...
but the pic is kinda blur..hehe..




and finally dis...i love dis dress a lotzzz...duno y...huh...dis dress costs 150 sumthing..i scare de dress will loose the elasticity at the top so den the miss say she help me to tighten it and will plus rm10 to the price..but den i dun hav enough money cox i havta leave sum money to buy shoe for prom..at last i pay the miss rm32.90 for deposit first..it was my first time to pay deposit...it was all skypao's idea...hahaha..smart her...!!but we havta go bek to pay the other payment on thurs..
den i will get this DRESS...!!!



actualli still got many things tat i bought but i lazy to take pics..
hahaha..

too caring = abuse

me and pao were staying at wendy's house for one nite and it was like..

[dot dot dot]



me, pao n wendy[maharaja] went to sungei wang,sunway piramid and leisure mall of course[wendy's fav]..
we were so tired until my backbone oso feeling pain..dduuuuuhhhh...
the legs were like kaku n cant even walk..

spending bout two hours in a specific shop..finally the 'maharaja' n pao got to buy their prom dress...the maharaja was trying almost all the clothes there..
totally swt...
but they bought nice dresses after all...
i pay for a black dress tat seems special..but pay deposit only cox NOT ENOUGH MONEY!

well...when we were walking,suddenli tat pao say..

-i forget..
-wat i forget ah..? [looking at us]
-i forget wat i forget..

it was a new quote,created by skypao...
hahahaha..


me and tat wang ti bought the shawl..
me - red..and wang ti - pink..

as we were walking and shopping..we saw few ppl wearing the same shawl tat we were wearing..
wat de...???

and wendy's dad say the shawl was like for indians...
but me and wendy felt tat is special man....
hahaha...

we waited for tat maharaja's driver to fetch us and we exactly waited for bout 2 hours..
wat de tut...

skypao said correctly..
-u havta fired the driver la wendy-
-pavilion oso he duno where is it..-

i sokong pao forever... >.<..

as we were talking bout wendy's guy frens, now me and skypao finally knew tat all her guy's frens were 'zhu tou'...

during dinner,we were like eating big meals n tat big meals can actually be my 5 days meals..!!!!
wang ti's dad was putting and keep putting food to pao's plate..huh...
im kinda sympathy to pao cox she is on diet..!!!haih...
now oni i noe y wendy failed to be a skinny one..hehehe...

wang ti's mom pulak...she is working for cosway...
dduuuuhhhhhh....
she keep saying bout cosway stuff to me..
as if i was the member of cosway...[my mum is]
her whole house is like full of cosway stuff..
wow.....


although skypao and me were feeling a lil bit irritating towards her parents [cox of some reasons], but still satisfied cox we at least bought sumthing for prom..
=.= =.= =.= =.= but we wtill hav fun wit tat wang ti...

dis is jst a summary bout the days we went to the 2 malls.. >.<..
will write more next time....

im done forever...

spm is overrrrrr.....

so happy bout it..
no more books..
no more stress..
no more school exams..

im freee.....XDXD

during the holidays,im going to:
-chat
-shopping
-surf net
-watch anime..hahaha!!!
-find japanese songs
-find new anime to watch
-watch tv the whole day...
-go for facial
-probably dye hair..kaka!
-learn driving
...and many more of course...

LETS ENJOY...!!!!

during the wars...

still hav seven days to go.. (not including est paper)

i am wishing for the day after fiz paper... =.=

i wondering how would i react if im on the 27th of Oct 2008..!
fuyoohhh....

but i havta settle three wars first..
chem..
bio...
physics...

den i DONE FOREVER...!!!!!

mayb i ll start daydreaming again..hehe..

惨めな女子

ストレスが多い瞬間…
中等学校の少女…
惨めな女子…
忙しい女子…
シングル…
アニメがとても好きである少女…
容易にエキサイトする少女…
これは私です…


私の人生で…
私にとって、友情は重要です…
最近、私は真の友情を見つけました…
私は私と共に困難に直面することである友人に感謝し始めました…
私は私たちが一緒に楽しんだ瞬間を決して、忘れないでしょう…
私は私たちが一緒に楽しんだ瞬間を決して、忘れないでしょう…
私たちに心臓が一緒にある限り,
私たちは決して切り離されないでしょう…
私はあなた方すべてがとても好きです…
したがって、
私はいつもあなた方のすべてを覚えているつもりです…


私には、夢があります…
日本に行って、そこに住みたいと思います…
うまくいっている少女になりたいと思います…
私がそれができると皆に立証したいと思います…
私は、私の夢を達成するためにあきらめるつもりではありません…


これは私の人生です…



これはkikiという女子によって書かれました…