ききのせかい

わたし

2011-10-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

あたしわききです。
だいじおぶじゃない。
あたしわあたしのじんせいがすきじゃない。
あたしのじんせいわとてもにぶいです。

あたしわとてもかなしいです。
さびしいです。ぜったいうれしいじゃない。

October 2011

2011-10-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

Semester 6...
5 subs...
still in INTI..
same hostel room...
different roommate...

having myself changed.
into a different person.
who doesnt wanna be a nerd anymore.
but to enjoy life as much as i can.
as in go for outings to have fun and not to be stucked in the room. always.
doesnt care about the results for tests. even CGPA.

reasons. だいじおぶじゃない。
I'm done with all those crazy, insane study styles.
I'm exhausted of studying.
I'm sick of my over-stressed days. and the dull, boring, and meaningless life.

I quit-ed. no more aiming for high marks o CGPA.
just ensure that i pass the subs.
finish all these insane subs. this course.

and i will never ever study science subject ANYMORE. not even master o watsoever.

Getting myself changed,
KIKI.

semester 4 in BBTEI

2011-02-24T07:09:00.000-08:00

ok..
one word to describe my life now..

--> insane.

i feel very tired of studying sometimes...
study science is a very tough case , even if u like it or not.. ==****
it makes my life no more.. T.T
sometimes i feel lk i wanna finish my degree faster so tat i could come out n work..
no more study after degree T.T..

from a quiet girl, and now becoming a super crazy college student..
from a normal happy-go-lucky life, and now having a super duper busy life...

and kiki is becoming more physco than ever~~~ @@
super emotionally unstable...
life becomes dull...
having a big-loss-appetite problem...
mind degrading..loss of control..health problem..brain sickness..
hair fall + white hairsssss...
and lastly, study biotech till need to see counseling for myself to maintaining my
still-sane mind...

and i wonder what i will be after my degree =.='''''

seriously, science subjects are just for insane people..
and i might become one of them soon...=.=''''

so..this just brief post describing how my life is as a science student...

*saving myself*

random

2010-05-26T00:25:00.000-07:00

love my life now..*although i hate it sometimes*

'coming soon' semester

2010-04-30T00:29:00.000-07:00

WTH~

i thought i got only 4 sub to focus on for the 2nd sem..
T.T haihzz

fine le..wat to do..sien..
hope that i can cope better than last sem..=.=***

but im quite happy cox i only need to pay RM1400 for total fee due to 30% scholarship and PTPTN!
BUT BUT~~~

NOW..I CANT EVEN PRESS ONE OF MY HP BUTTONS!!!!DAMN SHITT!!!!
AND..I CANT GET BACK MY ID YETTT!!!DAMN..!!! T.T

one word to describe. no luck. haihz.

Gambatte kudasai~
kiki desu~

~all about 1st semester of degree~

2010-04-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

first thing was....
meeting the lecturers in class...

chemistry : Mr. Yeap
-is a kinda gay lecturer where his act abit niangniang chiang..well he is okay...
but if u messed up with him, U DIE!

molecular and cell biology : Miss See
-oh god this lecturer..she is extremely damnly strict and serious in the class when i meet her..teaching us at the speed of light..and her voice can actually scare ur soul..==****...but after knowing her, she is quite friendly and good..and her lecture makes me understand more about BIO!! XD

maths : Mr. Nathan
-well, whenever u could smell a sweet perfume passing by, thats showed he is some where around you.. he is the most outgoing lecturer i every met..but before he start the class, he SURELY look at the glass of the door for reflection to comb his hair~!
==''''and u can actually see 4/5 bottles of BOSS in his office..........*the best part is he gave tips for all tests, wuhoo!!*

biotech : Miss Nisha
-she is quite okay but i dun reli like her attitude..and biotech words is just too difficult for me!!! @@!!!!!!

eng : Miss Florence
- we called her as a kindergarten teacher due to her lecture..=='''
grammar..tenses...read out essay one by one..OH GOSH! its kinda boring in her class and i felt sleepy all the time.....

eng maths and biotech is still an okay subject...but for chem and mcb..I DIE!!!
first first chem and mcb still okay..but in the middle of the sem.. this two sub can jst kill off my soul one shot!!

for mcb, its just too muchhhhh factttsssss to REMEMBER AND MEMORISEEEEE!!!!!!!
for chem, damn. sometimes i felt like calculation in chem is worst than in maths..==**can jst die off..

WORST NIGHTMAREs FOR BOTH SUB!!!!!!!!!

i cant believe that i actually finished with this two subs..*wuhoo*
finally i can rest my soul and mind as my soul ady WORKED OVER its LIMIT~
fuhhh~

now thinking of my two weeks holiday....
going to enjoy kaokao before next sem startss!!

enjoying,
ah ki

i have a really bad feeling.. T.T

2010-03-25T03:32:00.000-07:00

WORRY.

...hand swollen due to molecular cell and biology test...

2010-03-17T08:37:00.001-07:00

cny = b.o.r.i.n.g

2010-02-15T01:01:00.000-08:00

one week holiday...
spending times and days with family..
stuck in the middle of 'going out or not' condition..
having cny mood-less..

aishiteru,
Kiki desu~

life sucks.

2010-01-14T08:17:00.000-08:00

Frens abandon u..?
din ask u to go out together...?
ignore ur existence...?
act differently in front of u..?
talk about u behind ur back..?
can't have the same topic of conversation with them ..?
feel like u are jst the grass on the EARTH...?

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING HERE...
IT SUCKS...
WORST...
DAMN......

i have once wonder...
i noe YOU are trying to test me with some difficulties in my life...
but..i have tried..
jst that i cant get into their world...*so-called their world*

OR
did i made a mistake at the beginning when we meet each other...?
why...?why you guys have to be like this to me..?
i'm not monster...==''
my lifestyle weird?
or myself is weird?

okay...no comment...
I HAVE BEEN SO TIRED TO BE IN THIS SITUATION...
IS LIKE FOR ONE YEAR AND MORE..
AND I WONDER WHEN THIS SUCKS WILL END...

小さな変化が私の人生に大きな違いをもたらす

2009-12-20T00:21:00.000-08:00

というのが私の人生が良く？
私は自分自身に戻ることができますか？

私は来年幸せに生活できることを願う

私は、再び間違った決断をしない
cause~
後悔..私は今年何を後悔する
だから私はもうすべての過ちを犯すことを願う

すべてのキキことをお勧め !!!

kiki is back!!!

2009-12-16T02:34:00.000-08:00

just finished my foundation..==''

nowadays, im just
watch tv
on9
finding and watching japanese drama and manga
sleep
eat
bathe
shit
pee

lol~!
==''

i wanted to enjoy this holiday as much as i can..
but i just couldn't..

i don even noe what, where and when am i going to take my degree!!!
omgggosshhh~~

thinking almost half of the holiday weeks..and yet still not even think of any decision..

still confused~
still thinking~
still frustrating~
still questioning~
still blur-ing~

on this sat..going to nanyang education fair at PWTC..for more info.. @@
hope at there, i will be able to decide everything before next year~

Onegaishimasu~~ Kio tsukete~~
Sumimasen.......

secondary school friends are still the best.

2009-11-17T05:07:00.000-08:00

T.T

2009-11-17T05:03:00.000-08:00

life is just unfair....

sometimes we just have to accept it...accept it as ur fate..

even u like it or not, it is still ur fate to have this kinda life..

even u hate it so much or u feel lk wanna run away from it, u still need to face it

sooner or later..

life is just unfair...

5 weeks more~

2009-10-28T02:09:00.000-07:00

hari kiamat.

2009-10-08T04:39:00.000-07:00

why is it just happen on me...why only me..?
it seems lk im de ONLY one who is going to DO ALLLL THEEEE RESEEAARCCCHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
i wonder what will happen when the time comes...

it was today.
the chem lecturer,miss kalai and bio lecturer,miss dena is going cooperate to prepare one project for us...
is something lk CSI~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cooollllllll~~~~~~~~~~

but.
we all havta divide into 2 groups..
each group will have 5 people...
so me,potato,aniq,soong and komathy decided to be in one group....

BUT.
miss kalai said kenot have all girls in one group..

SO.
me potato and aniq havta separate..*and i dun understand why we r the one who is going to be separated...

miss kalai - kok seng, come here..discuss who wanna group with u..the girls..
potato - anything la..
kok seng - anything la miss~
miss kalai - hmm,den kok seng with aniq....errrmm,potato...ermm samore who..?
me - *raising up my hand and say me misss*
komathy - *smiling while raising her hand
miss kalai - *looking at kiki* and said - ok, komathy r in with them..
me - *terrible shock*
miss kalai - so u*kiki* in another group...

THEIR GROUP = first group - potato aniq kom kok seng and another guy
my group = kiki vic soong ahbeng and yong terk

in my group,there are 3 fellars who are reli very busy with their stuff..meeting here and there..and reli hard to cooperate with them..

i wasnt have any bad bad feeling tat time..
but..
in de bio class..potato aniq komathy and me are those students who wants their work done in best way...

so..i guess she should put at least potato and aniq..me and kom..in each group..
AT LEASTTTTT
IM NOT GOING TO HANDLE ALL STUFF BY MY OWN..at leasttt kom and i will do the work together..

and now..
i samore become the leader.. omg....
tat makes me even worst...
my life gonna be sufferinggggggggggg.......more than it could be...

i guess..now..mayb me and vic will do the research...the others......

soong - busy with CF stuff
ahbeng - everysec disappear to no where
yongterk - 'retake' student..senior..@@and r the one who doesnt come to class..

*sob*

i wanted to do this kinda big project with my close frens too..
and samore it is our last project in foundation..in 3rd sem..
aniq is going out from inti after foundation..tat makes me miss her more..

i guess i have no chance to do this CSI thingi with potato and aniq...

intro~~~

2009-08-30T04:00:00.000-07:00

name : Hee Suk Chee

nickname : kiki,ah ki,sushi,suci..*and others which i dun reli remember..

age : 18 years old

my location : in INTI-UC at nilai, staying in a room with pao as my roommate XDXD

foundation programme : foundation in engineering/science..aka CFESI..

latest news : kiki is going to start her new third semester which is the last semester in CFESI (foundation)

degree course : *haven choose yet..mayb biochem or biotech...*if i know chinese words,i would have take the traditional medicine course!!==!!!

my car : silver kembara..*i dun remember the number plate at tis moment,tats y din write...

random : stopped my ballet(for some reason), practising 'kiss the rain' piano song, thought learning yoga, and trying to get rid of decidophobia~~~

**END**

end of 2nd semesterrrr

2009-08-13T19:21:00.000-07:00

omgomgomgomgomg...wthwthwth...
i finally done with my 2nd sem for CFESI..!!!!
wahahahahha..
at last i can take a breath and rest for like two weeks..
its time to enjoyyyyy..!!!!!
but i havta start exercising for my ballett..shitshitshittt.....

current wallpaper for my hp..
so cuteeee!!!!! ^^

hang out with pao and qian peng..at midvalleyyy...wuhhuuu..!!

took dis before the stupid freaking bio presentation.. ==!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*my hair look awkward*

some weird stuff in bio lab~~~

2009-07-20T07:22:00.001-07:00

tat brownish thingi isnt a cell!! IS A WORM~~~ ewww,its stuck between the cell wall and the plant cells..saw it under the microscope..eeeeeee

'statue of liberty'...==!!!!

randomness in bio lab..

2009-07-06T07:14:00.000-07:00

not a day.

2009-06-28T04:46:00.000-07:00

ʞıssʍɐuʇuǝǝpɥnƃloʌǝɯıss

2009-06-16T00:54:00.000-07:00

let's see pictures~!

2009-06-12T20:29:00.000-07:00

guess wat?
this was my moral assignment..aka poster..
this assignment was done in a group..
me,potato,soong,vic,jojo and one more girl from duno where called wendy.. *not wendy O..HAHA!*
we havta do one essay about the poster and draw a poster so i did the poster part..
i actually colour-ed everything..!!wth.. *supposed vic oso colour it but becox of someone's wish to hand in up on last mon,so i did it all by my own..==!*
nice rite nice rite?!!keke~*perasan nyer*

oh shit!who is dis?!!! **me lah...*
i was sleeping at sidewalk cafe!! wth~~
me kinda tired tat day and quite sleepy so tidurr je lar..
my fren took tat picture when i was sleeping..shit~~~

lol..me, potato and aniqah took picture at A2-L08..*i tink so its tat class*ntg to do so take pic...swt~~ but the one who help us take dis picture isnt a gud photographer..cant reli see aniqah's face..haihz..><

hello,monster~~ *eee*

anyone who saw dis must be wondering wats tat hell on tat screen..><
lol..its a worm! tat was magnified under a stereoscopic microscope..
its like so damn scary~ and i felt abit itchy..eww...it was lk a big moving monster on the screen..wth...
actually, me and my frens were in the bio lab..hehe^^

so damn boring~~~~ alwiz makes me day dreaming everytime in dis maths class..and sleepy..samore the students actually talk louder than tat lecturer.. ==!!!we were learning matrix on tat day tho..>< super many formulassss..==!!!!!

me was saying oh my god when aniqah took this picture..wth==!!
me,vic and aniqah was studying for csc test on tat day at sidewalk cafe.. ><
*macam sangat rajin* but can see tat im holding the ipod..means din study oso la..jst act lk study.. lolzzz ><

whos driving there??? lol...its our clumsy fren..aka wendy O.. ahahahaha==!!
before tat, charis was driving..later wendy took over the car and she drove behind the hostels..>< and the car spot light-ed one couple at b block when we passed there..oh my godddd..==!!so damn paiseh..but u noe wat, they both oni got L liscence..*i haven buy insurance wan lehh..haha*

so tats all for the post..
i will write more next time..
if..
only if im freee~~~
hehehe..

this is wat we called fun... ><

2009-06-12T09:58:00.000-07:00

pao intro-ed me dis software..
its like editing ur picture..and made it into a nicer one..
so i use this picture and edited it..
ahaha..tat time,i was supposed to study for my csc test..but i kinda lazy to start study so i played with tis software first..
lol^^
dis software was downloaded from xiuxiu.meitu.com

*i noe i was kinda outdated cox dis kind of software is ady known by many ppl in the world..*
except me..wth..==

yay~

2009-06-12T09:33:00.000-07:00

jst finished all my tests one!
yay!!

english language skills 2.. x
moral education.. x
mathematics 2.. x
basic computing.. x
biology 1.. x

i finished the bio test today..
den went bek home at about 7 sumting..after makan..lol^^

for now,
i giv myself a break..a real break..after stressing out for like on week..==!
mayb tmr gong to drive drive abit..
*my driving abit kaku nowadays*

jst recently..
i have found back myself..
lol.. i miss myself so much..!! wth~
well..there is a lots of things going on in inti....
among us ..*wendy,me,pao and charis*
lol..
some are private some are gossips.. ><

erm,havta end my 'speech' here cox my laptop almost no battery..and i lazy to charge it..hehe..><

i will post more if i got the mood to post and time to post..
takecare everyone...!!
sayonara~ ^^

from,
kiki..
happy = current mood

2009-05-31T08:04:00.001-07:00

test one on monday.

Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise

2009-05-13T03:33:00.000-07:00

SONIC BOOM

2009-05-10T01:19:00.001-07:00

oboeteiru hi no hikari de kotori no you ni mezameta hi wo
mirai nante atari mae ni guru mono dato omotte ita

suki na hito to zutto issho ni itai sonna tanju na yume wo
kanaerarezu ni bokura wa koko de hanarete shimauno

hayaku ichiban taisetsu na hito no tokoro e
konomama kimi wo honto ni ushinau sono mae ni
kotae wa tokku ni kimatteru omoi wo katachi ni kaerunda

soba ni itemo kizukenakute ima ni natte wakatta koto
moshikashitara ano goro yori boku wa kimi no chikaku ni iru

chikara wa kaze ni tada dakishimetatte mamoru koto wa deki nakute
boku wa daiji na mono wo ikutsumo kowashite kitakedo

hashire ima juu ni naru boku no ishiki ni
todoke genshoku no hare ni notte maiagare
kitto ma ni au sai hate no mukou de kanarazu aerunda

hayaku ichiban taisetsu na hito no tokoro e
konomama kimi wo honto ni ushinau sono mae ni
kotae wa zutto kimatteta bokutachi wa shitteita
omoi wo katachi ni kaerunda

bokura wa sore wo mirai to yobunda

おぼえている　日の光で小鳥のように　目覚めた日を
未来なんて当たり前に　来るものだと思っていた

好きな人とずっと一緒にいたいそんな単純な夢を
かなえられずに　僕らはここで離れてしまうの

はやく一番大切な人のところへ
このまま君をほんとに失うその前に
答えはとっくに決まってる思いを　形に変えるんだ

側にいても気付けなくて今になってわかったこと
もしかしたらあの頃より僕は君の近くにいる

力は風にただ　抱きしめたって守ることは出来なくて
僕は大事なものをいくつも壊してきたけど

走れ今自由になる僕の意識に
届け原色の羽根に乗って舞い上がれ
きっと間に合う　最果ての向こうで必ず会えるんだ

はやく一番大切な人のところへ
このまま君をほんとに失うその前に
答えはずっと決まってた　僕たちは知っていた
思いを　形に変えるんだ

僕らはそれを未来と呼ぶんだ

speechless

2009-04-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

hisan na seikatsu..

2009-04-21T03:03:00.000-07:00

watashi wa kare to suru no ga suki da....
watashi wa itsumo kare wo nogasu...
watashi wa kare no houyou no you ni..
watashi wa kare to issho ni kaiteki na kanji...
watashi wa kare no koe no you na...
demo...
watashi ha kare o suki de ha nai..

ano higeki..
watashi wa sore wo kurikaesu shi taku nai..
watashi wa koi ni ha shi taku nai..

watashi wo..
kanashii to zasetsu...

watashi wa sore dake ni kieru koto o kitai...

onegaiitashimasu...
watashi no shikata~

niyotte kaka re ta,
キキ

さようなら~~ :)

I CANT WAIT FOR IT..!!!!!wth~

2009-04-20T00:36:00.001-07:00

TSUBASA SHUNRAIKI..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-20T00:15:00.000-07:00

finish semester one!

2009-04-18T03:28:00.000-07:00

omg..
y the time went so damn fast?!
lol...

just finish my final examination..
and ended my first sem~
wu huuu~~~

before the final exam week...
i was sick lk HELL!!!
i just realize i was sick when i ate finish my lunch at the cafeteria..
after that,i went bek my room to take medicine..
but...
tat nite was horrible~~~~~~~~~~~

my body temperature rises to almost 39-40 degree celcius!!
wth..
i felt my body lk burning..
at tat time..
i just hope im still alive in the next morning............

but i manage to recover before the finals start..

after five days of examination..
i finally done with my tests..
hahaahahhahahaaha..

now starting to enjoy my semester break before i start gambatte-ing for my 2nd sem..
hehehe....
JAPANESE ANIMATION,here i come~~~~!!!!

><

done all my presentations............!!!!!!!

2009-04-01T07:25:00.000-07:00

finally..
i done all my presentations..
lalala..
DAMN HAPPY!!!!
no nid so nervous liao..
kekeke

before dis week,
i was actually struggling for my eng presentation slides..
do u noe y..?
COX....

i dun even noe how to do slides!!!!!!
omg...
the worst days ever~
i tried to get from aniqah(best in finding pictures for slides),
potatoyam (best in creativity in doing slides) and victor (provides me info)..
and with their help,i finally noe how to do slides...!!!!!!!
omg....
haha..
and i just finish my phy presentation today..
i was like wow..
did i just finish all my presentation..?
cant believe it..

tomolo got maths test 2..
duno how to study..
cox mr choo said he will giv all the formula...
and all the questions just nid to refer to those formula...
hmm,its a gud news by the way~
hahaha..

hope can do my best tml..
GAMBATTE KUDASAI!!!!
>< >< >< >< ><

but
still have one week...

I WILL FACE THE FINAL EXAMINATION!!!!!
wow...
sounds scary..
hope can do well too in final exam~

den...
im done with my 1st sem of foundation~~~
lol

randomness...

2009-03-19T03:32:00.000-07:00

dis is where im going to present the malaysian studies~~
lolz...*ops!ter-took the picture of my shoes and potato's foot ==*
><><

the view from where i sat!*lecture hall*
keke...

test tubeesss with different color of solutionss..^^

dis solution was made by one of my classmate..nice color~like traffic light!
*by mixing all the solutions we used* =_________=

just got this picture from aniqah...

2009-03-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

took a picture with our chemistry lecturer,Miss Abhi after our presentation..
LOL..
== only me wore skirt..wth..
and i decided not to wear high-heels again...!
*make my foot pain like hell cox of walking from the hostel to RC block..!!*

i can only say.....ohhh mmyyy goosshhhhhhh...!!!!!!

2009-03-06T01:00:00.000-08:00

today......

I JUST FINISHED MY CHEMISTRY PRESENTATION...!!!!!*omg

although i got a lil bit kaku,but i tink the overall is okay..!i done it well..!!!><
i guess i can improve my presentation...hehehe....kind of like presentations now..*crazy*

after the chem presentation..
the lecturer gave back the test papers to everyone..
omgg!!!i did a BIG careless mistake there...wthwthwth....

0.235 suppose to be 0.24 when we round off it..
wth...i went and put 0.26!duhh....no marks,not even one mark is given for the whole calculation...ishish..
i got 41/50..huh...
but my other classmates got like 44 o 46...sumting lk tat..*geng

so then..
we continued the lesson...
finally the class ended at 11.37 am...
me,aniqah,satay king,potato and song went to cafeteria and ate lunch there...

*here is the INTERESTING PART..!!

the scene~~

me-was makaning my pan mee at a table...alone...
cox aniqah and fei ren went to buy their lunch at the bakery shop..song oso went to buy food..and potato makaning wit other ppl at another table...

suddenly..
*dunno from where the hell this guy came from...
he just sat in front of me..!=.=!!!!!!
and im like.....*looking at him with blur face
he oso looking at me like ntg happened..and he was like..*anything wrong?*
wthwthwth...!!!!
is not got anything wrong..dis is TOTALLY WRONG!
i dun even noe who the heck is him..but then,i shaked my head*telling tat nothing is wrong to him* and i continued to eat.....*i noe im a lil bit bad cox din say hi to him but its really weird if suddenly a stranger sat in front of u and din even say hi o wat*

but the thing i know is...........
HE LOOK LIKE A reeeaaaaall JAPANESE!wthwthwth....

when my frens(aniqah and fei ren) came bek.........

aniqah-->ur friend ah?*pointing to tat guy and he looked at me*
at the same time she said hi to him and he nodded his head...
me-->*shake my head with a terrified face cox he's not my friend,he's a stranger!*
aniqah-->not ur friend?@.@..
me-->no....=.=
fei ren-->*see me and see tat guy and see me back*-asking who is him-
me-->*made 'duno' expression*
fei ren-->*weird smile*

....silent....

after a while,a girl came and talk to the guy..
the girl-->ehh,why u sitting at this table..we all at that table lahh..
the guy-->hah?not here ah?cheh..
he showed a sorry look and went to the table behind us...
WTH......
but he like very paiseh...wahahahaha!

so me,aniqah and fei ren starting to talk..*cox the guy chao ady*

fei ren-->he so leng zaiii...!!like japanese...!
me-->*so gay*
aniqah-->yaya..!!!leng zai leng zai...
me-->=.=!!
fei ren-->ehh,kiki..ngam u ah..he look like japanese and u oso japanese..hehehe...
me-->*wat me?wthwthwth*he look like a japanese cosplay though...><
aniqah-->*smile....

SWEAT....

so..
tats y i can only say...
OOHHHHH MMYYYYY GGOOSSHHHH...
I SAW A REAL JAPANESE !!!!

cried

2009-03-03T00:36:00.000-08:00

ntg to do....

2009-03-03T00:21:00.000-08:00

Your Heart Takes Love Seriously

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

to my best friends....

2009-02-27T06:25:00.000-08:00

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emo...............

2009-02-27T06:23:00.000-08:00

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Urban Dictionary...

2009-02-26T22:27:00.000-08:00

KiKi
->Short cute nickname for Kiara meaning Clear; bright; famous

kiki
->a high pitched girl, normaly wearing bows. most likely to clap when excited.

suki :
1. A large wave.
2. A good looking woman.
3. A large crab.
4. Anything good.
1. Look out for that suki.
2. Damn, look at that suki.
3. We caught us some sukis.
4. That's suki.

tagged by wendy...=.=!!!!!

2009-02-22T06:51:00.000-08:00

1. Real name: Hee Suk Chee
2. Nickname(s): ah ki,kiki,suki,ah chee,sushi,re pen mei....(i can tink of these oni,mayb got others nickname oso...=.=!)
3. Zodiac sign: Leo
4. Male or female: Female
5. Elementary: SK Convent Kajang
6. Middle School: SMK Convent Kajang
7. College School: Inti-Uc college
8. Hair color: Original Black
9. Long or short: short
10. Loud or Quiet: Quiet...
11. Sweats or Jeans: Sweats
12. Phone or Camera: phone...*cox i love my W610i*
13. Health freak: constipation!!!!
14. Drink or Smoke?: No..(im oni a japanese addict!^^)
15. Do you have a crush on someone?: Duh! Of cos!
16. Eat or Drink: both
17. Piercings: ears
18. Tattoos: No..(i wanted too..)

FIRSTS:
19. First piercing: Long time ady lor...cant remember..its when i small...
20. First best friend: erm...not sure...cant remember..i tink is ah pao..hehe!
21. First award: ballet distinction..primary..
22. First crush: have no crush..*i have oni crush on japanese stuff*
23. First pet: no pets...
24. First big vacation: genting highlands i guess...
25. First big birthday: When I was in Standard 4....
26. Eating: i eat everyday la..*dont get wat it means*
27. Drinking: sum nutritious drink?!!
28. I'm about to: sleep.....
29. Listening to: ENDLESS STORY...
30. Plans for today: sleep the whole day..*tired*
31. Waiting for: the end of TSUBASA RESERVOIR CHRONICLES!!!!!!

YOUR FUTURE:
32. Want kids?: NO IDEA...
33. Want to get married?: mayb...mayb not...
34. Careers in mind: nutritionist?!hahaha...

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
35. Lips or eyes: eyes..*like japanese cosplay!wakaka..*
36. Shorter or taller?: taller lahh...
37. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous...^^
38. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms mayb..=.=
39. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive...
40. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship...
41. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant...
42. Lost glasses/contacts: dont understand lehh....
43. Ran away from home: of course no..
44. Held a gun/knife for self defense: definitely not..!!
45. Killed somebody: no!
46. Broken someone's heart: who wants a bf who hv broken someone's heart b4..??
47. Been arrested: no..!!
48. Cried when someone died: huh?!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
49. Yourself: yupyup..
50. Miracles: definitely not..!
51. Love at first sight: not really..
52. Heaven: Yes
53. Ghost : sumtimes..
54. Santa Claus: No...
55 Tooth Fairy: No...
56. Kiss on the first date: no idea...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
57. Is there one person you want to be with right now:no..i dun tink got..
58. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: half yes half no..
59. Do you believe in God?: sumtimes
60. Who you wanna tag: anybody who saw this tag thing..

Type only ONE word answers. It's harder than you think! Here is what you are supposed to do, and please don't spoil the fun.. Copy and paste this, type in your answers and tag a bunch of people.

Q. Where is your cell phone?
A. beside

Q. Your hair?
A. short

Q. Your father?
A. humour

Q. Your favourite thing?
A. anime

Q. Your favourite drink?
A. Juice

Q. Your dream/goal?
A. Satisfied

Q. Your fear?
A. dishonest

Q. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
A. JAPAN

Q. Muffins?
A. Chocalate

Q. One of your wish list items?
A. happy

Q. Where you grew up?
A.Kajang

Q. The last thing you did?
A. driving

Q. What are you wearing?
A. trousers

Q. Your TV?
A. huh?

Q. Your pets?
A. huh?

Q. Your computer?
A. front

Q. Your life
A. fine

Q. Your mood?
A. bad

Q. Missing someone?
A. Yes

Q. Your car?
A. great

Q. Favourite store?
A. orange!

Q. Your summer?
A. sleepy

Q. Your favourite colour?
A. white

Q. When was the last time you laughed?
A. now

Q. When was the last time you cried?
A. Last year

Q. Three people who emails me?
A. frens

Q. Three of my favourite food?
A. sushi and other japanese food..

Q. Three places I would rather be now?
A. only Japan....

Q. Three people I think will respond?
A. anyone,as long as he/she is a human...>.<

kawaii and cool.....^^

2009-02-20T19:44:00.000-08:00

fuh!

2009-02-19T06:43:00.000-08:00

>sorry ppl...
i noe i din write blog for like two weeks..mayb three...

On last week and dis week..
i was having my first test for sum of the subjects..
chem..phy..maths..n eng..
i have ady took the phy test on last monday..
for chem,the test was on last friday...
today..thurs..
i finished my eng and maths tests..yeah!!!!

now jst left mpw..
which is malaysian studies..>.<

so tats y now i got time to blog..
hahaha...^^

i actually ady change my style of study..
on9 while study...or went for group study...
its fun to study like tat...can learn frm each other in the group discussion..
on9 while study becox i nid to c and do sum past year papers from INTI Ecampus website..
if last time,i sure wun study and kip chating if i on9..but now ady can control yself frm addicted to msn-chat..hehehe...*cool!*

although i got too frustrated when i wanted to start study*cox i gt no MOOD to STUDY!*,
but still okay lah at last..
i was jst too worry bout the test...*too stressed up*..=.=!!

dis was when i studying with wendy at E block..
-it was on sunday morning..she was studying her IT,me pulak studying phy..we spent like half day studying there..!!lolz..*wendy looked stressed up*-

i was studying bout projectile motion..
kinda fun when i learned dis chapter >.<..*crazy of projectile motion*
nowadays,the phy concepts turn me into a 'crazy-of-physic' human..
lol..>.<

for other subjects,
me just revise wat i did in de class..read back the notes..
den i finally went thru all the tests..*la..la..la..*

*shld not be so stressed up next time..*

so....
i tink i shld start my constant study way....
gambatte-ing...!!!!

Next week....
IM GOING TO TAKE DRIVING TEST..!!!!!!!*wth**OMG*
hope i can pass dis driving test and faster get my liscence..!
^^cant wait to drive!>.<
but kinda scared n NERVOUS when i thought of de driving test..huh..huh..=.= =.= =.=..
T.T T.T T.T.....

so everyone..
wish me gud luck lor....^^
ja ne~~~

tagged again...?!!

2009-02-12T22:47:00.000-08:00

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY:
TOKYO-yui-=.=

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
endless story-lolz..too many "story" to describe me!>.<-

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
rihanna-duno wats means oso =.=!-

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
fly away-yeahhh,i feel like flying today..!!!wahahaahaaaa-

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
only you-its you,Japan!!!!!you are my life's purpose>.<-

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
a date so sweet-well,definitely not my motto for now...-

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
no rain,no rainbow-im the rain o the rainbow???lolz...-

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
'ai zai bu zai'-mayb i show too lil love towards my parents..=.=?-

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
yakusoku(promise)-sumtimes i think bout it too..-

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
hikari(light)-not make sense..-

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
feel my soul-we may sumtimes telepathy..not really feel my soul..=.=!!-

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
snow flower-i want it..!!!!!-

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW Up?
love sumbody-ermm..not now..but future de future..now wan to study hard n go to JAPAN!!!!!-

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
no regret-no regret of liking him..-

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
best friends-dance with my best friends!!sounds fun!-

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
to zanarkand-nice song man...*feel peaceful*-

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
dream scape-alwiz daydream den got lahh...-

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
wo ke yi-wow..alwiz say wo ke yi but actually bu ke yi-lol!

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
rising sun-everyone knows wats a rising sun lahh..-

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
life-yesshh..i need my life to be better...-

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
hear our prayer-*sleeping*-cox the song too soft ady-

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
change the world-*peace*-

lazy to write blog lah...

2009-02-06T07:05:00.000-08:00

test?!
not ready for the tests yet..my brain still like rusted..haihz..
nvm..gambatte for dis time den i wun be so stress for the final examination..
hehehe..

my phy test 1 - on 16th Feb..
chem test 1 - on 13th Feb..
eng test 1 - on 19th Feb..

but luckily just havta read 3 to 4 chapters..
lolz..>.<

other than these tests news,
wendy have ady got a new bf..*everyone knws it ady*
so here i am to congrats her again..haha..
wish her have a gudtime wit tat metal lor..
and dun tink bukan2 liao la..=.==.=

bek to my story..
i hav sum groups assignment to do for dis month..
phy grp presentation..chem grp presentation..mpw assignment..maths grp assignment...
duuhh...
but luckily all are in group wan..if not den im dead...=.=!!!

so..these are sum pics i took from potato's blog..*sumtimes she like to take ppl's pics,without ppl knowing..=.=*

my classmates..[venn fang & jojo]..they always sit together in de class..>.<

my 'gang'!lolz...potatoyam(xinying/singing) + victor(a.k.a vector) in the library...
u can actually see that they were 'exploring' my new hp W910i..=.=!

bing hou..he is my classmates oso..alwiz blurr blurr n 'disappear' very quickly after class..swtswt...he was an AUP student but now changed to foundation in science..lol...

my classmate..alwiz hang out wit us(me,potato and victor)..n shes sabah ppl..hehe..

dis is aniqah!she is the only malay in my class...oso alwiz go anywhere wit us >.<..

he's lushwind..one of my classmates oso..mr loh alwiz call him 'last week'..hahaha..cox he said his name very hard to pronounce..swt nyerr...n he ady passed his driving test yest!!!!!!!geng..*me now worry cox going to take driving test soon..*haihz...

its 9 oclock in de morning!during the eng break,everyone were like sleeping..hahaha...

these are sum guys in my class..*de pic was taken during chem break today..*

and the last picture is me..T.T..i din realized potato took dis pic..huh..became her 'victim'..i was actually trying to cover the camera lens with tat hp pouch but failed..haihz..

end...

tagged?!

2009-01-27T01:56:00.000-08:00

Directions :

Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

Okay..im not really sure wat to write bout..but im trying to tink other stuff besides ANIME and MANGA(charis's order)..=.=..

1)Firstly..I NEED A JAPANESE LANGUAGE CLASS..!as usual,im a japanese addict..>.<..
so if anyone knows anywhere tat have dis kind of class,pls TELL me asap!kekez..

2)i will makesure that i fly to Japan b4 i reach the age of 30..*gambatte^^!*..
dis is my biggest wish k..remember..

3)erm..im 'stuck' during the maths lessons..so i hope tat i can catch up next time..

4)today,my grandma gave me an angpau..but later she gave me a sec angpau,i was like huh?!..*blurr*she said its for my new start in college life..so..ok?!den i accept it..*thx!^^*..later,i curi open it and saw 2 rm100 notes!!!!omg...it was so touching..after getting the sec angpau,i HAVE decided to STUDY HARD,no matter what happens.......

5)i wish i can take my driving test asap..cox many of my frens ady can drive man!
ishish..i hope i can be like them too wei..^^

6)bcum a big eater after entering college..duh..my fren,victor asked me to compete to c who eat the most.in the cafeteria..im like -wat de..-cox he cant believe me eating so big amount of laukpauk when we ordering food in cafeteria..=.=***
*i oso wonder y i eat so much nowadays*

7)recently,i found out tat im a PC NOOB..

8)trying to cure my face..

9)happy cox can get along wit my classmates..^^

10)met sum weird and crazy frens..?!lolz...

11)i guess my brain have 'rusted' after spm..so i havta get my brain work like those days...kekekez..

12)miss my secondary skol frens and the life in convent too..

13)going to delete tat stupid frenster profile..huh..

14)nowadays,im addicted to soba ni iru ne song..a japanese song..^^
everyone shld listen to it..its the nicest japanese song wei..*addicted*

15)be myself back soon..!!

16)changing my name(kiki) into suki~ ^^

dis is my first time to tag ppl wei..
sounds fun..!!^^

-Wendy-
~wondering wats in your brain recently..

-Michelle-
~feel like tagging you..

-Henry-
~i just tag you for fun..

-Qian Peng-
~i noe u got alot things to tell..keke^^..

-Wenyin-
~randomly picked u..

o.O

2009-01-25T09:11:00.000-08:00

sumting wrong wit me?!
o mayb too addicted to japanese stuff...?
duhh...

feel very lonely..
cox like nobody on9ing..=.=!
today..
ate with my family..for lunch..
den me and my family went alamanda to buy sum drinks for cny...

at evening,we came bek..
i on9 for a while..
but suddenly i remembered tat im going to compete wit tat dory fish and see who can sleep the latest..
*i noe its a crazy idea!*
but later..
he said his dad order him to go sleep!
wakakaka...!

at bout 12..
tat mr.loh msg me(i guess its for everyone)..
it was a cny msg...
when i saw the msg,i was like..*swt!*

after chatting wit my college fren for bout 2 hours,i went to sleep..
beh tahan ady..

*sleep*

bought from Japan^^!

2009-01-24T06:44:00.001-08:00

not i fly to Japan to buy la of course..=.=..
my cousin bro bought it from Japan last two days..kakaka...>.<

おいしいです..!!!

そばにいるね (Soba Ni Iru Ne)

2009-01-24T04:12:00.000-08:00

（テルマ）
あなたのこと
私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと
I'm by your side baby いつでも

So.どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも
一緒にいるけど
寂しいんだよ
So baby please ただ hurry back home

Baby boy あたしはここにいるよ
どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know that I love you だからこそ
心配しなくていいんだよ

どんなに遠くにいても
変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

（SoulJa）
んなことよりお前の方は元気か?
ちゃんと飯食ってるか?
ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねぇや
また今度送るよ
俺からのLetter

（テルマ）
過ぎ去った
時は戻せないけれど
近くにいてくれた
君が恋しいの

だけど
あなたとの距離が遠くなる程に
忙しくみせていた
あたし逃げてたの

だけど
目を閉じる時
眠ろうとする時
逃げきれないよ
あなたの事
思い出しては
一人泣いてたの

あなたのこと
私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと
I'm by your side baby いつでも

So.どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも
一緒にいるけど
寂しいんだよ
So baby please ただ hurry back home

Baby boy あたしはここにいるよ
どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know that I love you だからこそ
心配しなくていいんだよ

どんなに遠くにいても
変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

（SoulJa）
不器用な俺
遠くにいる君
伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに
君は行っちまった
今じゃ残された君はアルバムの中

（テルマ）
アルバムの中
納めた思い出の
日々より
何げない一時が
今じゃ恋しいの

And now あなたからの
電話待ち続けていた
携帯にぎりしめながら
眠りについた

あたしは
どこも行かないよ
ここにいるけれど
見つめ合いたいあなたのその瞳
ねぇわかるでしょ?あたし待ってるよ

＊Instrumental＊

Baby boy あたしはここにいるよ
どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know that I love you だからこそ
心配しなくていいんだよ

どんなに遠くにいても
変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

（SoulJa）
俺はどこも行かないよ
ここにいるけれど
探し続けるあなたの顔
Your 笑顔
今でも触れそうだって思いながら手を伸ばせば
君は

（テルマ）
あなたのこと
私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと
I'm by your side baby いつでも

So.どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも
一緒にいるけど
寂しいんだよ
So baby please ただ hurry back home

あなたのこと
私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと
I'm by your side baby いつでも

So.どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも
一緒にいるけど
寂しいんだよ
So baby please ただ hurry back home

24th of Jan 2009

2009-01-23T09:40:00.000-08:00

im bek!!!!!from INTI..
i sat tuck jon's car to go bek to kajang..
wit pao, charis and tat fatty...>.<

bout 2 like tat..
i reached my home..
i was so tired to on9 until i tersleep when i was lying on my bed..*too tired leh..*
at 6pm..i woke up..although i was still sleepy but i wanna watch the singapore drama..!
lolz..
den after tat, i ate my dinner...talked to my mum and dad for a while..*chit-chat*
i noe its weird to chit-chat wit parents but im used to it..lol..

after 8 oni i started on9..
the minute i signed in,tat fatty ady nudged me..but after tat he went dota-ing..duh!
duh...summore one of my fren nudged me..=.=*
later on,tat wendy's so-called bf found me and qp in msn..
so we three like chatted for a while..
qp gave new nicknames to me and tat silver..
he = funny henry *sounds totally WRONG!*
me = sushi suci *dun really suits me..suki is better!*kaka..

den qp said she wanna chao first..
wat la..cox she saw her mum cum bek ady..haihz..
den tinggal me and tat fellar chatting..
after tat,he oso gtg..and called me to tell wendy tat he's is off-ing..swt!
ok...den we ended our conversation...

only at bout 11 sumthing,i saw wendy on9..huh..
so i chatted wit her..
at de same time,chatted wit lilian three and my sabah fren..*busy*
but then,i almst forgot tat i am suppose to print my lecturer notes and till now not even one paper is printed!!
so i started to print and duno y suddenly got so many virus detections..
walao..
153 detections wei..where the heck it cum from la..duh..kip on beeping and beeping..duhduh...

haihz..
den bout 12 sumthing,i went out and eat..*supper lo..*
told everyone tat i went out..
but when i came bek,everyone off9 d..sadsad..!!
so now im sitting here..printing again..and trying to ignore sumone....

let see.....

2009-01-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

ok...so...
dis is my room..E3-37..*means at level 3!*..so i have to everyday walk up and down the stairs..damn tired wei..
my roommate..is skypao lor..>.<
guess which table is mine..lolz...
well..my table is full of stuff wan..=.=!
and i like my bed =)..*cox its purple!!*

for everyone's information..
dis is my physic teks buk..
its really thick and it is de heaviest buk i ever bought..duh..samore must hold it while walking for bout 1 km to class...=.=**

today's experiment.......
we were investigating the properties of sum chemical stuff like magnesium,mercury,NACL and many others..
dis was the unknown mixture*after heating it and filtered*..
u can actually see the shiny part [in de black thingi] and it looked cute..*according to my fren lar*

ok..dis is the unknown mixture..*shld hav upload dis first!hehe..*
my fren,victor saw dis thing at first..he was like so excited to know wats in dis bottle..
toot...
but the content is just a mixture of magnesium and NACL..lolz...

dis was our table for the experiment..kaka..
one table=four ppl=one group..me,aniqah,my sabah fren and potato!=.=...haha..
next time if got their pics,den oni i upload here lar..
hehe..

at evening,me and charis they all went to the social board meeting..
after tat,we chao and go makan..
bout 9 sumthing,we went to the bbq cny..lots of ppl there wei..
and very smoky too..*cox of the bbq thingi and it makes me feel uncomfortable..*
den.. i went bek to my hostel and im here now..

blogging..hehe..

=.=!

2009-01-20T00:45:00.000-08:00

early in de morning..
de class started at 8..and its maths class...=.=!
we were doing the 2nd chapter and did a lot of questions..
when the class was going to end,mr. choo gave us a kinda tough question and i started sweating..*dis is a real sweat..!*

while me and my frens were thnking and thinking....
mr. choo called our class rep*china-man* to write his jalan kerja on the board..

u noe wat..
he actually din noe we were doing tat question..
so he asked my fren wats the ques..den he terus write down his calculation (without thinking) and his working was so simple..toot..*y i din tink of tat?!*

k..end of story for the mm class..

after tat,i went for mpw..and de lesson was sooo dammnn boorriiinnnnnnngg..
i almost felt asleep there..haih..
but in a sudden,tat raymond lee gave us a pop quiz..
WTF WTF...
i totally forgot bout it..*din prepare for it*shit!*

we had to finish tat quiz in just 10 mins!!!!
10 mins..!!!although just one question, but we havta jot down de factors and the elaboration oso..

wat la..=.=**

after 12...
i go makan lunch wit my lab partner..haha..my classmate la..
her nickname is potatoyam..*wat a cute name!*
but we all called her -singing- cox her chinese name is xin ying..>.<

bout 1.30 like tat...
we went to the physic lab...
when we were passing by the biosciences lab..
omggoshh..
de smell is so damn strong..like in a surgery room!!

finally tat mr. loh came..
he actually standing beside one of our classmate and yet we duno he was here d..
=.=...
den we do our experiment lor..
we all discussed the calculation part and the precaution part with tat mr. loh..
heard him say sum 'fei hua'...
laughing till non-stop..
den we were ready to go out of the lab..=.=

b4 we all were stading near the door,me and potatoyam were kinda talking bout the report..at de same time,de mr. loh actually saying bout my white color bag behind me..so i din noticed him saying tat and duno wat was he talking bout..but everyone except both of us hearing wat he saying..
den he went to the door and turned his face and saw me..he was like wat?!..
i oso like wat?!
mr. loh*telling everyone there*-u see la..whether she will still use dis bag or not when cum to semester 2..-
means my bag will bcum dirty in a very short time..duh!i can wash wat..gek sei me..

when i went out,everybody like looking at me..duuhh...
wat so funny lar..its just a bag..a white bag..!

so den i chao bek to hostel after tat..

short blogging

2009-01-19T05:49:00.000-08:00

impact club meeting..

-lame-

leo club meeting..

-lame and tired-

in de room..

-yahoo!-sleep-

damn tired wei..
samore dis week,we all have many events going on..

k la..
i wan go sleep liao..
chao ppl..
nitez..

hate it...

2009-01-17T02:15:00.000-08:00

y these days my laptop is working like this..?!!!
its sucks..

cant b fixed..??
cant be saved..??
omgoosshhh....

i feel like 'killing' dis pc..=.=***
ish...
realy nid to fix it up b4 i chao to INTI tml..
dduuuhhhhhh....

on fri, i was asleep at 6 sumthing in de evening..
and i actually woke up at 6.30 am the next day(today)...
wow...
i ady 'charged' myself to 100% of energy..
kaka..

bout 10 sumthing..
i went for driving lessons...for two hours..
it was sunny and windy today..*but i feel fresh!*
when i went bek home,i started to on9 for a while..
den ate de chicken rice my mum bought...
after few mins,i cho to sleep again..hahaha..
*almost bcum a pig*

after 2 hours,i woke up..
i on9 again..
and i chatted wit wendy..
she added me in another conversation with tat silver..*and i actually dun wan b a light bulb le..*
but we three chatted 4 like few mins...
talked bout japanese ppl..hahaha..and tat silver asked both of us whether tml we two wanna go times square onot..
eh..i dun wan b light bulb la k..*havta repeat so many times*
tat wendy pulak said to silver-u ask kiki la..-
*excuse me..isnt wendy suppose to be asked,and not me..??*
'i dun wan see mr. choo on sunday la..'said tat silver..

i was like wtf..!!
wendy dun even noe wats he talking bout but i noe!
well,let me explain..

mr. choo = me

cox from their information,i look like tat mr. choo(de lecturer tat teaches us mathematics)...
huh..i dun wan to look like a lecturer!!=.=**

den tat wendy pulak said she wanna go makan instead of chating here for a bit longer...=.=!
duuhh...
den we three left the conversation..

after tat de fatty found me in msn..
de fatty is tat pao's cousin..*me n pao gave him dis nickname*
he kip calling me noob cox i put [noob gal]
in japanese words..in de msn...
so i just kip and kip calling him fatty..wahahahahaahhaaa....
well,he asked me how to make the pics in de msn change automatically..

den bout 7 o 8 sumthing,i went makan..in the kitchen..
after eating,i came bek to msn..
suddenly im like chatting with so many ppl..
michelle..
silver..
wendy..
another fellar tat i duno..
tat dx fellar..
and of course including the fatty..

damn busy lolz..
after asking bout msn thingi from tat dx and helping tat fatty to dl de msn shell, i finally could rest for a while..
tat fatty ady can use msn shell and use ths side display pics..hahaha..
*he owe me a meal*..
den michelle asked me bout the slide display pics too..
so i helped her out and now i guess,she is using the latest msn window..!and msn shell too..yesh,done a gud job today..!

bout 11 pm,i saw pao on9!!!lol..
din even noe she will on9 so late..=.=!
so we chatted..
and i went to find wendy oso..*to makesure she's okay there..*

finally..
im done for de day..
i went to sleep..=.=..

on sunday,i woke up kinda early..
8 sumthing..
den i watched a lil bit of anime..*hehe*
at bout 12 o 1 sumthing,i started to packed up sum stuff to get ready to INTI..
my mum actually dun wan me to go so early..
but i wan go there cox i cant do my phy tutorial at home!..*bising la my bro..*

so..
i went bek and of course faster finish-kan my homework lor..
den i go meet wendy and charis..*charis cum bek early oso*
we went jalan-jalan and makan for dinner oso..

after tat,me,wendy and charis decided to do our homework at E block..
but rite..
we three go and see KIMONO DRESS pulak!
toot..
tat lao ge oso there,so he was like-ei,u 3 doing homework o 'shopping' in the net?-
kaka..
we laugh like hell deh..
wakakaka..

later,we went bek to our hostel and slept lor..

........

2009-01-15T01:21:00.000-08:00

omg..
the maths class was like....*faint*
the china-man in my class is damn pro wei...
he samore corrected the lecturer's calculations..*OMGGOOSSHHH...*
geng...

im like half faint and half awake during the mm period..
de lecturer oso ternganga when he saw tat china-man writing his calculations..*pro*
just oni realize tat my class got a maths pro..walao....

well..
tat was yesterday...

today...
i was kinda in hurry..*cox i have oni one hour to get ready for the INTI bus!*
after my chem class,i ran to de toilet..den went to library to search for miss wendy..when i reached there,i was like -wat de....-
she said she at E block..in msg..*shouldnt have my waste my time..=.=*

den i chao to bookstore to buy the THICK maths buk..
well,like usual..the buk is very expensive but i tink its worth it when i sell my buk to the juniors next year..hehe..

without wasting any time, i walked bek to my room where i saw de bunch of ppl(wendy and her two guy frens) sitting at the E block..
went to say hi for sure..and they were starting to discuss their assignment..
so i went upstairs..

with an empty stomach,i quickly washed my clothes..den hung them up..
den packed up my bag,laptop and my assignments...

i went down the stairs and the time was 12.55 pm!!!!
omg..i dun have the time to eat d..ish..
so i decided to buy sumting to eat at kajang la..

i sat at the bus stop,waited for ten mins..*the bus always leaves at 1.10pm*..
yeah(fuh!)...de bus came..its not an ordinary bus..its INTI BUS...!!!nice!
it was my first time.. i sat in de bus,alone..*cool!*
suddenly feel im like an adult cox i never take a bus or ktm to go home,alone..
sitting in the bus,listening to mp3...
and den i reached the ktm..
bought the ticket to kajang{rm2.70-cheap!} and waited for like 15 mins...

mayb becox i was listening to japanese songs, i started to daydream tat i was sitting in one of the japan's commuter..hahahaha...*its normal for japanese addict..*

from INTI to kajang,i took exactly one hour tor each home..wow..i suddenli feel like eating mcd..so i went kajang mcd(the place where we gals always hang out at)..while i was queuing up,all the secondary skol students were kip putting their eyes on me..!as if im not a human or anything..duuhhh..weird..!!
but i suddenli realized tat i was actually wearing the INTI T-shirt...=.=**
eh..din see INTIANS b4 meh....dduuhhh..
kakakakaka...
and i oso felt tat i sesat at kajang..mayb cox too long time din go to kajang..
felt as if im not kajang ppl anymore..
o mayb i ady an INTIANS..!hehehe..

so..i ta pao-ed mcd cox i long time din eat fastfood d man...!!i 'sun bian' bought mcd for my mum and bro too...
i din eat my breakfast till 3 pm..huh huh..hungry like hell..!
bek home,started to wolf down the burger,french fries and de drinks..samore ate my mum punya french fries..=.=*

so i will call it a day..*tired*
resting on m bed..sooo comfortable..>.<

#THE END#

summarizing bout wats going on within me in INTI

2009-01-14T20:33:00.000-08:00

i felt like im more independent now..!*wow*
hahaha...and im not so alzhemier d..*improved*

actually i ady wrote a new post but...
I TERDELETE IT!!!shit...
so...i havta type again..again....*haih!*
and i cant remember wat i typed tat day..ish...

well..
im not frustrated dis week cox i ady 'adapted' myself with all those assignment and group discussions..hehe...
and i kinda like phy tutorial..*cox its aallllll calcutions..!!!*kakaka...
besides,i have the opportunity to go lab again..*like when i was in secondary skol*..
haha..but de rules in de lab very strict lor..=.=..
pao they all wun and never enter to lab d cox they din study science subjects..hahaha..*feel lucky!*sounds bad here..

i got some new frens in my class..so i din feel aliented though...*happy*..
i was worried in de first week cox im like so 'far' from pao,charis and wendy..
me and them were in different classes..pao and charis almost all days oso same classes..wendy pulak....got new target so wun be sesat..
me leh..like going into a new world..in a class which consists of ppl tat i din even noe..huh....*one oso tak kenal*
finally i try to talk with them and they do so...
therefore..im not a sesat gal in de class ady!..yeah...

nyway...
i recently found tat im actually so DUMB in computer stuff..
ish....ish....
tat wendy's fren kip saying me noob..
and i dun really noe wat it means nyway...*just noe it means sumting like dumb oso*
haih...

at INTI,
i already joined for...
LEO CLUB...-sumthing like charity stuff-
IMPACT...-music-
MAG CLUB...-japanese culture and japanese anime!!!!!!!!!!-
and
SOCIAL BOARD...

i dunno y i joined so many clubs..just for fun..!!
hahaha...

well..
there are many 'stories' here in INTI..
pao-->>found a new target..*secret*
charis-->>targeted a malay guy..i guess..
wendy the windy-->>ady found her DG and recently kip 'stick' with him..=.=!
me-->>still normal??yep..still a japanese addict..hehe..kiki lives in PEACE now and dun hav any 'story' like wendy they all..kakaka...

there are many more 'events' happening here..
toooo much..
sum of it ady written in wendy's blog..
sum in charis's blog..
so i din write so many lor..hehe..

dakara..i will try to cum here and write more oso lar..
kio tsukete, minna-san...
ja ne~~..^^

driving........................and 2009 stuff

2009-01-09T07:21:00.000-08:00

duno when can i finish my driving lesson...ish..
i can oni learn on sat and sun ...haihz....
no mood....

wanna finish faster but cant..huh...
haih...haih...haih...=.= =.= =.=...

3rd of FEB oni i can take driving exam..sad sad...
tats when i taking my test 1 in college..ish ish...wat a bad year...

well..
i tink i havta make a new year resolution too...

2009 resolution...
1-live a happy life
2-be optimistic
3-become an independent gal
4-be a person tat can handle everything tat comes thru my life
5-study hard of course..
6-manage my time well..*study time,dancing time,playing piano and time for enjoy*
7-update myself everytime
8-and lastly,take care of my skin(face) well and have healthy lifestyle...

my hard time will be easier if i achieved all tat..
kakaka...
k everyone,im going to sleep..so chao first...!

'tada ima'...!!!!

2009-01-09T03:29:00.000-08:00

ok...
i really duno where to start cox there are too many things to write bout the college life and oso bout wats going on in INTIUC....

emm...
k..i will start from the orientation day...

when i reached inti..it was in the afternoon..*after cik besira's farewell party*
i went to the mph...its multi-purpose hall..together with my dad..
den..after i done all the fees,i walked to A.O..-accomodation centre-
there..i checked in to get the key for my room and i 'chao' to E3-37..
HAHA..tats my room number..*same room with pao*..
the room is just near the bathrooms and toilets..so i guess its convenient for us..

at tat time,pao ady went for lunch..
but she came bek when my dad left..
so...we started to clean up the room...

Oh my goshhh..the room was so dusty and i could saw a gardenier roti behind de desk..
duuhhh...but wat to do...we havta clean up b4 we sleep..
after cleaning the wardrobe and the desk,we went for the orientation...

we was like so blurr when we reached the sports hall..
the ppl in charge asked pao and me to go to differents group..
swt..tats where the ice-breaking started..
i looked at everyone in my group and i suddenly saw meifen..
omg..the world is sooo small..she same group as me..yeah..!!!

my group name was WILD 6..and im not really active in tat group cox i just felt tired the whole day..huh...
after tat,me and pao went bek to the room and started to clean up the room again..
we could only start to mandi at bout 12 o 1 sumthing..at night..
my 'battery' terus becum zero...damn tired wei...
wendy and charis' room..haih..their parents helped them to clean up the room ady..
so damn gud..=.= =.= =.=!!!!

the next day leh..emm..saturday..
again orientation..wendy and charis pulak oredi 'fly' bek to kajang..damn swt..
i am not sure wat we done on saturday cox during dis whole week,i was BUSY LIKE HELL..T.T...
just remember tat we played games on saturday...
ohya..during the orientation,i knew a girl named grace!
i tink she's grace lim...im like swt....she has the same name as grace ng..!!
and she looked like grace oso...has short hair..shes short oso..=.=!

about my timetable...
I TOTALLLYYY HAATTEEEEEE ITTT..

1st reason : sum classes start in the morning and sum in the afternun..
2nd reason : my timetable is totally not same as pao,charis,and wendy they all..
3rd reason : my MPW had changed to another time..so im in class 1B..*at first,im in 1A where wendy they all are there*..

--i myself changed tat MPW actualli cox de 1A class crashed with my phy class..
damn it..!!!!!--

wat i study - general physic *i duno why i sooo berjodoh with physic!!*
- chemistry 1 *can be said 'basic chemistry'*
- mathematics 1 *IT IS ACTUALLY ADDMATHS!!!!*wat de...
- english language skills *normal eng*
- malaysian studies *HISTORY IN ENGLISH!!!!* =.=!

starting on monday..
i started my lesson at 10 am..its ENG class..
from my room to the academy block/classes,i havta walk bout 1.5 km..!!!!
1.5km!!!!!if is a straight road den ok lar,but i havta go up and downstairs,walking around to find the classes..*well,the gud news is i can keep fit!wakaka*..
but its VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY tired to walk like tat the whole day..

in tat class..ok lor..met sum frens *but not realy close oso*..knew bout the lecturer..the lecturer name is miss abbey..and shes funny too..at least she wun make us feel alienated in de class..i like her the most..kakaka...
we were just intro-ing ourself den bout 30 mins later,we 'chao' ady..

at 2 pm..
i went to the phy class..
OH MY GOSSHHH...
u noe wat...
i really really hate tat lecturer when he starts to tell sum jokes and the jokes are not funny AT ALL..!!!!ZZZ...
he is MR Loh..Loh Shin King..
and wat i can say is...*he's crazy!*
he alwiz make his evil laugh in de class..duuhhh...*scary*
samore make me scared bout the presentation thingi..marks..assignment..tests..
the worst is PRESENTATION..
cox he said he will laugh at us if we starts to shiver in front de class
o our face becum red... *tats is really not a gud news to me,rite..-i noe,u noe-*

after all...HE IS TOTALLY A DISASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for the other class,im just okay.........
no comments for it..

although i was so busy with all the books stuff and classes..
i still miss my home sumtimes..
when i reached my room and opened the door,i will start missing my home..
cox mayb i saw my beds,all the stuff i took from home and my blanket!!!
*depressed*

but...
after one o two days..
i am okay d...till now..

bout the books tat im going to use for the subjects..
chem and phy...
for everyone's information,kiki ady bought one new physic text buk..
and it costs rm94.80...!!!
k..i noe im not a gud planner in buying expensive stuff...

well..if i photocopy it,it costs rm51 sumthing...
yea..its cheaper lor..
but my dad said -its better to buy it cox photocopy it will cost us half price of de buk...lebih kurang la the cost..-=.=!

bout the chem textbuk..
i just photocopy half of the buk at my dad's fren shop..for free..!!!

so...
now i bek home...
on9ing..
n tml...i havta learn driving again...
omg..i dunno whether i can drive onot cox i one week d din learn drive..
shit...

k...i tink tats it for dis week...there lots more i wanna write...
mayb next time continue...haha..
chao ppl..

kio tsukete!sayonara...!!!

updating...

2009-01-06T17:28:00.000-08:00

going to update the blog soon...
during the weekends... =.=

still blurring in college..
somehow feels like there are things i havent finish up in kajang o at home..
duuhh....

everything here went smoothly...*but busy the WHHHOOOLLEEEE day*
just tat i REALLY DUN LIKE the timetable!!!!!!totally HATE it..!HATTTEEEEE IIITT!!!

so..
i will write soon..
maybe dis saturday..o sunday..
see ya everyone.. >.<

wat a tiring day... =.=

2008-12-20T03:59:00.000-08:00

Toshiko Yamanaka/Ninna Hori

Ryo/Worm

Kazuko Terauchi

Yuzan

Kirari Higashiyama/Kirarin

its totally a sad story..*shocking too at the end*
is REEAAALLLYYY a REAL WORLD...

Tohiko, Yuzan, Terauchi, Kirarin are high school frens... Worm(Ryo) was a high school guy who stayed next door to Toshiko's hse..

i felt tat a part of kirarin's life story is the same as my life story..!
and the front part of the story was bout all the girls life story..
including Worm's frustrated life.. =.= =.=

i can actually pictured the scene of the story/crime..
figuring wat was going on among the girls and the guy..
besides,i could imagine im in the story..
changing the story into a movie *in de mind*..

but the ending was really really damn shock!
i was shock too..like toshi-chan..
although the ending of the story was kinda hanging,but i like the whole story..

dramatic..
deaths..
crime-tic..
craziness..
lil pervert-ness..
friendship..
curiosity..
threatening..
total depression..
lost in another 'world'..
shock-ness..
out of mind..

at the end..

Kirarin was dead in a terrible accident..
Worm was seriously injured but not dead yet..huh..
Terauchi commited suicide!
Yuzan was shocked when she heard both of her frens were dead..
Toshi was speechless cox of a total shock in her..!

'Tears welled up in my eyes, and my name written by Terauchi on the envelope
-Miss Toshiko Yamanaka- was blurry.'

dis was the ending.. T.T..t.t..T.T...
haih..y de cute kirarin die???but the stupid Worm still alive?!!?!!
and Terauchi was not suppose to commit suicide jst bcox of too many miserable problems around her..!!! =.=*****...

im totally sad bout dis..dduuuhhhhh...!!!!!

k..done for dis story..!*asking pao to read*

*during the painting time*

these two stuff are the free gifts when my dad bought sum tins of paint..!
kawaii ne~~~....

dis,ppl..!!!!
my 'artwork'..kekez..!!
i painted myself..*but half of it my mum did*
it is like a new wan lolz...*peace!*

guess wat my mum doing there..
my mum is soooooooo addicted to painting till she still wants to paint the gate although its already ten sumthing at night..!!*the gate had oredi paint actually*
totally lolz...
yo,mum..stop it lar..wan tidurr liao lar... =.=*

--today is better than yesterday--

2008-12-16T08:45:00.000-08:00

tit tit....
tit tit..
tit tit...

i woke up at 6 sumthing...
den after packing up,i was ready to go for undang exam..!wow..
wit the 'lilian too' too..kakaXDXD..

i was like so nervous and wondered whether i can pass dis exam or not..
duuhhh...lilian too was like asking me so many question bout the undang and my head swirled..*confuse*..peningnyer....=.=

when we reached wit another three girls,i was like wat de.....the place we were going to take exam was just a small 'shop' and there were so mannyyy ppl there...

so wat to do..?
we just havta wait and wait and wait..............
i was like standing there,do ntg...but tat lilian too found a seat..!!!!
damn it..but luckily,after a few minutes, the seat beside her was emptied..

so yeah...i got to sit and hear sum japanese songs from her mp3!
we waited for like so many hourssss......=.= =.=...
sum ppl there samore sit on the floor..wow...

while waiting,i saw carmen's ex..O.o...
it was CCL...in my mind,i was like wow..so kebetulan.. >.<

Hee Suk Chee!!!
ha?o?me?i was day-dreaming when my name was called...!

YEAH...
fiinnnaallllllyyyyyy...................
and at last!
i could go into the computer room and started the exam..later i saw lilian too came in..my heart was like pumping so fast and i kept checking and checking the ans..
*scared of failing the exam*...

when i clicked 'ya' after the 50 question,i was like.....

*pls dun fail..pls dun fail...pls dun fail...*

woops!42/50?
no no no..tats the markah lulus..
hmm...oh here it is..48/50!!!!

la..la..la.. *singing*...=.=
so damn happy tat time..!!
i was supposed to tell my dad bout the gud news but...i din bring my phone!shit..

den i havta wait for the lilian too and she was like so dammnnn long in there..
heard tat the computer got problem...i guess..

she smiled when she came out..*knew she passed*..
hahaha..
when the aunty [the instructor] heard tat we all passed,she felt grateful...

wakakaka...but the most happy is me cox im the one who kip worrying bout this stupid exam..!

=.= =.=

the coming saturday,me and lilian too again will go hear the 6 jam course.. *i duno wats the name for the course*

and after tat,i will start learn driving...!YAHOOO!!!!

during the boring moment...

2008-12-14T07:12:00.000-08:00

i hav found sum new stuff bout fashion..
cox i hav ntg to do except to search for anything new..

if im not wrong..
these are the clothes tat are going to be in-dated..
the latest fashion i mean..

and these r sum dress i saw in internet..nicenice...

dis is unique..

lots more but i lazy to upload..
mayb sum of the clothes u guys mayb dun like but i like so i put here..hehe..
next time mayb will put hairstyle wan..mayb..kakaka...

going to be sick...

2008-12-14T00:16:00.000-08:00

opening the door...

into the computer room...

facing the laptop...

opening it...

signing into msn..

facebuk...

blogspot...

youtube or crunchyroll...

starting the 'watching japanese anime' journey..

for the whole day...

without stopping..

sumtimes read manga..

of course is tsubasa chronicles..hehe..

listening to japanese songs..

and dis process repeats for the next day and next day...

the holiday is way too boring...
it makes me becum a lazier person..
huh...
but NOW!
i havta go and paint the gate and wall for de coming chinese new year..!!!
so i havta go and will write more next time..
kaka..

kio tsukete..ja ne~~

ichigo mashimaro..!!!

2008-12-08T06:56:00.000-08:00

recently watching it..
gonna use my holiday time to watch dis..
kawaii ne~~ XDXD

=.=...

2008-12-06T20:38:00.000-08:00

its was a day when i havta help my dad to paint the hse..=.=..
but its kinda fun cox i hav ntg to do..haha..

next tuesday,me and my classmates will go to mdv and watch movie..hahaha..cant wait lolz..

and wed..gonna go hear undang...haih..i may be dead-boring there..=.=...

wat a memorable day...

2008-12-05T21:39:00.000-08:00

feeling tired but still alert..

it was yesterday..

everyone looked gorgeous and pretty..
sum of them are just like superstar and even actress..
wow..

i was oso kinda surprise when i saw myself in tat 'package'...
not kiki anymore..=.= =.=...

i met tp when we walking to the hall..
i kinda surprised when i saw her cox she doesnt look like the normal innocent tien pao..hahaha..

when me and tien pao reach the hall..we walk in..
after a few minutes,i saw ng..
she looked at me as if we dont know each other..swt.....

ng-suk chee..???
me-yea..
ng-omg..i cant recognize u...
me-swt..

we laughed and swt..hahaha...
from my point of view,she totally looked elegant..!!nice...

after sumtimes lepaking at the counter..me and tp went into the hall..den we met wenyin..the surprise was she brought a prom date..!!she din even told us bout tat..her prom date was her tuition fren..good job wenyin..!haha..

den later..wendy and peng came..
wendy say tat wenyin's date is good-looking(telling me in whisper)..haha...

the host for the prom day was charlene and naim..they can be called as the best host in convent too.. XDXD...

about duno wat time,we ate..
but when charis heard the hot songs,she quickly call us and ran to the 'dance floor'..
too excited,charis..hahaha..den everybody dance in group and we kip dancing and dancing..

we having lots of fun during the prom..kip taking pics wit everyone cox EVERYONE looked so pretty and not like the normal us..! charis,wendy,me,tien pao,ng,peng and glynn were dancing like mad ppl -nonstop-...sum of us took out their high-heeled shoes..to prevent from leg-breaking..hahaha..

and so...the prom king and the prom queen was being announced..
kong chee zhen as the prom king..-wendy's intuition was rite-haha..but i tink sumone said tat he's porn king..wahahahahaha...and suet huey is the prom queen!!!!!omg..she told us tat she was totally shocked and it was unbelievable..she danced wit tat kong and its so sweet lolzz..

we danced for like hours and hours..wendy called me to see how charis danced..wat i could say its just WOW..!!!SHE DANCED SO 'AGGRESSIVELY'..wendy was praying tat she can dance wit a guy..-like charissa and the malay fellar-..hahaha..and tat wendy oso jealous tat ah peng can dance wit tat kong and lester..swtswt...

these are sum pics we took during the prom..

me,wendy and charissa...

wenyin,me,wendy and charissa...

wendy and me..!!!

pose,everyone..!

glynn,charissa,wendy,me and tien pao! [i wonder y half of my hair disappear in dis pic!!]

at 12 am..
its time to say goodbye to everyone..
me,tien pao and peng chit-chat for a while..
we talked sumthing bout college stuff..
after tat,me and tp went to her bro's car and went bek home..
its was a tiring day but full with eternal memories...=D =D

dis was just the summary of the whole prom 2008 thingi..hehe..
will write more next time..tata..

today....

2008-12-01T04:46:00.000-08:00

dis is the place where i spend all my time in front of the comp...
the holidays are damn damn damn boring..!!!!
on9 oso dunno wat to do..
surf net oso duno wat to surf...
=.= =.= =.=

bored bored bored....

>.<

2008-12-01T04:14:00.001-08:00

dis is my prom dress..i bought it accidently..
it was b4 spm..bought from one shop named....ermm..i cant remember the name..
it costs like 200 sumthing but my mum say its nice so we just buy it..=.= =.=..[i upload it here cox carmen say wants to see]haha...and sure anyone who saw dis pic will wonder-y the wall like kena conteng-...the ans is my crazy bro's artwork...

dis pulak is the shoe for prom lor...
it has discount 50% n im happy tat i buy it cox its branded!!and only costs 64..hahaha...
my mum call me to buy black so tat i can wear it wit other clothes too...=.=...

dis is the shawl tat i brought when we three go shopping..
looked like indians meh..???
totally swt....

when me,tp and wendy were going bek..
we saw dis bank wit japanese words..!!!!!damn swt...
but the pic is kinda blur..hehe..

and finally dis...i love dis dress a lotzzz...duno y...huh...dis dress costs 150 sumthing..i scare de dress will loose the elasticity at the top so den the miss say she help me to tighten it and will plus rm10 to the price..but den i dun hav enough money cox i havta leave sum money to buy shoe for prom..at last i pay the miss rm32.90 for deposit first..it was my first time to pay deposit...it was all skypao's idea...hahaha..smart her...!!but we havta go bek to pay the other payment on thurs..
den i will get this DRESS...!!!

actualli still got many things tat i bought but i lazy to take pics..
hahaha..

too caring = abuse

2008-11-29T23:35:00.000-08:00

me and pao were staying at wendy's house for one nite and it was like..

[dot dot dot]

me, pao n wendy[maharaja] went to sungei wang,sunway piramid and leisure mall of course[wendy's fav]..
we were so tired until my backbone oso feeling pain..dduuuuuhhhh...
the legs were like kaku n cant even walk..

spending bout two hours in a specific shop..finally the 'maharaja' n pao got to buy their prom dress...the maharaja was trying almost all the clothes there..
totally swt...
but they bought nice dresses after all...
i pay for a black dress tat seems special..but pay deposit only cox NOT ENOUGH MONEY!

well...when we were walking,suddenli tat pao say..

-i forget..
-wat i forget ah..? [looking at us]
-i forget wat i forget..

it was a new quote,created by skypao...
hahahaha..

me and tat wang ti bought the shawl..
me - red..and wang ti - pink..

as we were walking and shopping..we saw few ppl wearing the same shawl tat we were wearing..
wat de...???

and wendy's dad say the shawl was like for indians...
but me and wendy felt tat is special man....
hahaha...

we waited for tat maharaja's driver to fetch us and we exactly waited for bout 2 hours..
wat de tut...

skypao said correctly..
-u havta fired the driver la wendy-
-pavilion oso he duno where is it..-

i sokong pao forever... >.<..

as we were talking bout wendy's guy frens, now me and skypao finally knew tat all her guy's frens were 'zhu tou'...

during dinner,we were like eating big meals n tat big meals can actually be my 5 days meals..!!!!
wang ti's dad was putting and keep putting food to pao's plate..huh...
im kinda sympathy to pao cox she is on diet..!!!haih...
now oni i noe y wendy failed to be a skinny one..hehehe...

wang ti's mom pulak...she is working for cosway...
dduuuuhhhhhh....
she keep saying bout cosway stuff to me..
as if i was the member of cosway...[my mum is]
her whole house is like full of cosway stuff..
wow.....

although skypao and me were feeling a lil bit irritating towards her parents [cox of some reasons], but still satisfied cox we at least bought sumthing for prom..
=.= =.= =.= =.= but we wtill hav fun wit tat wang ti...

dis is jst a summary bout the days we went to the 2 malls.. >.<..
will write more next time....

im done forever...

2008-11-27T07:50:00.000-08:00

spm is overrrrrr.....

so happy bout it..
no more books..
no more stress..
no more school exams..

im freee.....XDXD

during the holidays,im going to:
-chat
-shopping
-surf net
-watch anime..hahaha!!!
-find japanese songs
-find new anime to watch
-watch tv the whole day...
-go for facial
-probably dye hair..kaka!
-learn driving
...and many more of course...

LETS ENJOY...!!!!

during the wars...

2008-11-18T02:54:00.001-08:00

still hav seven days to go.. (not including est paper)

i am wishing for the day after fiz paper... =.=

i wondering how would i react if im on the 27th of Oct 2008..!
fuyoohhh....

but i havta settle three wars first..
chem..
bio...
physics...

den i DONE FOREVER...!!!!!

mayb i ll start daydreaming again..hehe..

惨めな女子

2008-09-29T22:08:00.001-07:00

ストレスが多い瞬間…
中等学校の少女…
惨めな女子…
忙しい女子…
シングル…
アニメがとても好きである少女…
容易にエキサイトする少女…
これは私です…

私の人生で…
私にとって、友情は重要です…
最近、私は真の友情を見つけました…
私は私と共に困難に直面することである友人に感謝し始めました…
私は私たちが一緒に楽しんだ瞬間を決して、忘れないでしょう…
私は私たちが一緒に楽しんだ瞬間を決して、忘れないでしょう…
私たちに心臓が一緒にある限り,
私たちは決して切り離されないでしょう…
私はあなた方すべてがとても好きです…
したがって、
私はいつもあなた方のすべてを覚えているつもりです…

私には、夢があります…
日本に行って、そこに住みたいと思います…
うまくいっている少女になりたいと思います…
私がそれができると皆に立証したいと思います…
私は、私の夢を達成するためにあきらめるつもりではありません…

これは私の人生です…

これはkikiという女子によって書かれました…